life bellows from the bones // portrait session with courtnie
HOLDING DEATH BETWEEN PHANTOM FINGERS, I HOPE FOR IT TO LIVE AGAIN. LUCIDLY, THE HOPE CONJURES, LIKE A SPELL BROUGHT TO SUBCONSCIOUS LANDSCAPES, AND LIFE BELLOWS FROM THE BONES. PERCEIVED IN SENTIENT IRISES, WE FIGHT NOTHING WHEN IT IS BEAUTIFUL. A REVIVAL OF EMOTIVE COLOR.
to inspire others to prioritize exploration
Our ancestors were nomadic; never in one place for too long. Due to lack of resources, tracking herds of animals, and the innate human urge to explore, our genetics ultimately track the choices our elders made; where they came from and where they ended up.
So much of what we believe in is based on faith or sight. We can see a photograph of the Parthenon, but until we witness it for ourselves, the well-rounded sensation is lost. We can read a holy text, but until we feel that spiritual connection within ourselves, provoked by first-hand experience, we aren’t going to fully commit to God, doubt Him, or create a whole new way of life that might completely exclude divinity.
For me, God is in art, science, culture, and nature. Experience is the vehicle by which I pursue enlightenment, self-actualization, happiness and positivity. You can have an adventure in your backyard, in your home town, in the woods or mountains an hour drive away, or across the Atlantic Ocean in Europe. Wherever you go, there will be stimuli for you to either pass over or relish in: the choice is yours.
I hope to inspire others to prioritize exploration. So much of our lives are concentrated in a particular place with a certain group of people, like an adult trap intended to keep us structured, stable; living without risk. And for some, that is a very attractive way to live out their lives. In this, I say, follow your heart. If you love where you are, what you do on a daily basis, keep at it. But if the reason you don’t pick up and go is because you are afraid of the cost, consequences, or what will change in your absence, let those fears go! I promise, you’ll be better for the knowledge you’ll gain while living in the present moment.